Monday, February 2, 2009

The more things change, the more they say the same.

I was recently looking back on facebook all he people in high school I knew. I now realize that every time I go back to home, nothing has really changed. The majority of the people are still there doing the exact same thing they were doing in high school. I don't know if there is some cosmic time warp there, but it just seems to me nothing has really changed.

So I ask myself the question... what has set me apart from it all.

I guess I came up with a few answers, but I think the main one is.... the fear of failure.

I see it as a failure if I spend my life where I started, I don't know why... I just had to get out, and thats where I am today. I feel like I'm on the verge of mild success or ultimate failure. I hope something turns in my favor soon or I am going back to the vacuum of where it seems so many have been sucked backed to.

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